I try to get along with everyone, but it seems that I'm just the type of person that is forgettable. I'm the quiet type and often times I'm skipped over because of it. I'm not one to say my feelings when I'm upset, this is why I get walked all over. I really don't like confrontation and this is my problem. I'm afraid that people will not like me. Often times people do not want to know what's going on inside my head. I'm a very cynical person...on the inside. I hate that I'm that way, but I just can't help it. I often get my feelings hurt when I don't feel included. I really don't have that many people in this world to really call my friends. I honestly don't think I'm a good person or friend. Is it because I'm so indecisive about everything? That most of the time I like to follow instead of lead? I really think I have some sort of depression because I just don't feel myself these days. I try exercising and eating differently, but I haven't really seen any results and it frustrates me. I hate being like this. I hate my whole body. It's just one massive blob of fat and I wish I could just cut it all off.
I honestly don't care what I say here because no one ever reads my blog anyways.
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